Sunday, June 28, 2009

28/6 Hazer Noon.


Hmm..
Today you will come to Penang for college research,rite ?
But,I think i will not giving a chance to meet with you.
As if u said before,
You're not coming for holidays.
I understand.
Sometimes,things cant happen as we wish.
Maybe we need some times to analysis that we are suitable to be together.
I knew that you need my help so much.
Unfortunately,I cant give any helps.
I have already tried to talk to my that.
After the meeting,the result was negative.
Cause it does'nt have any result for the promote.
And the economy was badly stop my parent's business.
I was willing to help.
As if it was a donation,and the amount was not fix with that digit.
Maybe i can give a hand.
Cause i really really know u need my helps and i wish to help u so.

Every morning,
I was looking at my phone.
But,there was nothing change.
Its still blank.
I just wish that one day you will call me back.
Maybe it will be impossible.
But i wish its happen.
Quite a moment we dint talk on phone and its does make my life change lots.
Sometimes im wondering,
What kind of situation we was in.
Do our Love change to be a stranger ?
And we have already make it apart ?
Does it give a chance to fix back ?
How much times do we need to Fix it ?
Am i suitable be YOUR man ?

Today , the strong haze still covered the sky .
After finish work , i have my walk to grandmom house .
It was a long way ,
But my mind was not giving a chance to stop thinking .
Actually im happy to walk back home.
Along the road , i have seen different kind of people .
Races , skin colors , faces , emotions and others .
I found that it was fun .
After speeding with a car ,
Its getting less chance to do so .
If we slow down our step by walking on a street .
You can found that maybe you have miss out lots of special things .

I think i should stop here.
I will give my blog update next time .


** S **
I knew myself was not a Good BF as well.
But i really hope i dint make u regret to be with.
And im apologize for everythings that i give which was not enough.
Maybe i was not born to be in love.
If there was a chance.
I will make it right.


I Love you
That's from my truth heart.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

期待后的失望


爱情;
到底是什么东西?
爱与喜欢之间,
又会隔着多远的距离呢?
在热恋后的自己,
是否可以接受失去她的日子呢?
很多时候,
开导别人时总是那么的简单。
事情发生在自己身上后才懂,
原来放弃感情是多少需要比做任何事情更多的勇气。
最重要的还是别做让自己后悔的选择。
每各人都会经过很多次的恋情吧?
受伤害,
往往都会发生的事情吧!

我到现在还搞不懂自己为何会被放弃。
究竟,身为男友的我犯了什么错。
你对我说你很累,
不如我们分手一断时间。
而我问你,
你还爱我吗?
你回答我说,我爱你,可是你很烦。
搞得我很怕你,甚至觉得自己很没有自由。
这样的回答其实也见怪不怪了。
对我来说:每次你都是答非所问。
很气人~
做东西没手尾,出门都不会告诉我一声。
永远都要让人担心。
可是,你却似乎不会去在乎。
反而会骂回我。

19。6。09
你朋友讯息我说:
Stef现在的情况很糟。
如果你是她男友,做些东西。
不要只会说你有多爱她可是又帮不了她。
如果你是我男友,我肯定很后悔。

恩。。读过这讯息后,我只僵在哪。
那天,我很忙。理发院很多顾客,吃饭都两点多才进行。
都饿到要死了,又读到酱的讯息真是气到。
过后我打回电话给她。
可是她都不敢接,让我觉得她非常的窝囊废。
书读那么多,讲话都乱来。
我酱爱她,她有事我会不知道吗!
只是,她根本都不会跟我讨论。
只觉得自己绝对是有能力乔定它的。
所以,一直以来。我会觉得做为她的男人都多余的。
可是,我又会有很多说不出爱她的感觉。

最痛心的是她一直都不懂,
是我表达方式有问题?
还是,她对我的态度有问题?
神啊!!为什么会酱~
相爱的人都永远得不到向往的爱吗?

还有一个傻妞啊!
昨晚,好像跟我的车门上世有仇酱。
关门都酱大力,太便宜了喔!!
知道我在说的是谁啦!!8婆~哈哈哈。。
你啊。。都一年了。。是该忘掉的时候了。。
或许,他已不是一年前你爱的哪个了。
别在傻傻的让自己再受伤。。

Friday, June 19, 2009



I Love You.
U are My Everythings.
0104*

♥ Stefenie.